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buSSSSy~

2010-04-11T04:44:00.000-07:00

if u think college is gonna be easier... ur effing wrong!
damn tons of assignments, then got exams lagi lah
best part = all d marks counted -_-

been working for 4th month...
not willing to spend salary yet Xp
mayb go splurge on some stuff at june (term break!! YES)

miss high school friends still~
then really confused about someone... haizZZZZ

Is This It?

2010-03-17T08:13:00.000-07:00

HAVE I FOUND WHAT I REALLY WANT?

Justin Beiber - One Less Lonely Girl

2010-02-20T06:46:00.000-08:00

There's gonna be one less lonely girl
One less lonely girl
There's gonna be one less lonely girl

How many I told you's
And start overs and shoulders
Have you cried on before
How many promises be honest girl
How many tears you let hit the floor

How many bags you packed
Just to take 'em back, tell me that
How many either or's
But no more,
If you let me inside of your world
There'd be one less lonely girl

(Chorus)
Oh no
I saw so many pretty faces
Before I saw you, you
Now all I see is you

Oh no
Don't need these other pretty faces
'Cause when your mine in the world
There's gonna be one less lonely girl
One less lonely girl
One less lonely girl
One less lonely girl
There's gonna be one less lonely girl

I'm gonna put you first
I'll show you what your worth
If you let me inside your world
There's gonna be one less lonely girl

Christmas wasn't merry, 14th of February
Not one of them spent with you
How many dinner dates, set dinner plates
And he didn't even touch his food

How many torn photographs are you taping back
Tell me that you couldn't see an open door
But no more,
If you let me inside of your world

(Chorus)
Oh no
I saw so many pretty faces
Before I saw you, you
Now all I see is you

Oh no
Don't need these other pretty faces
'Cause when your mine in the world
There's gonna be one less lonely girl
One less lonely girl
One less lonely girl
One less lonely girl
There's gonna be one less lonely girl

I'm gonna put you first
I'll show you what your worth
If you let me inside your world
There's gonna be one less lonely girl

I can fix up your broken heart
I can give you a brand new start
I can make you believe,
I just wanna set one girl free to fall

She's free to fall
With me
My hearts locked and nowhere to get the key
I'l take her and leave this world
With one less lonely girl

There's gonna be one less lonely girl
One less lonely girl
There's gonna be one less lonely girl
One less lonely girl

It's all different...

2010-02-15T18:06:00.000-08:00

i thought..
that things would stil be the same
that nothing would realli change
that it actualli lasts forever

its so hard now
to see my high school friends
we're all buzy, with one thing or another
then again... some of us are just plain lazy even when free

looks like the onli next time i'm gona see them
is during SPM results time -_-
can't go to school sports day..
dat day got chemistry exam Xp

guess now just have 2 wait and see
how many are still "friends"
how many will stop being friends.....

2010-02-06T03:50:00.000-08:00

At 4pm today, Angelina, fomerly my teacher and now my collegue at Cambridge passed away. She suffered epilepsy during that time. My condolensces and prayers go out to her family and friends.

MAY SHE REST IN PEACE

AIMING FOR THIS

2010-01-24T01:42:00.000-08:00

5 months worth of salary~ thst's all it takes!!!!

College

2010-01-20T05:36:00.000-08:00

wow.. alrdy 2nd week into my course
lecturers are ok...
psychology lecturer is most fun~ cuz gt good sense of humor Xp

coursework is starting to flow in
evryday need to revise up on last lecture
then prep for next one...

have 21 girls in my class... only 3 dudes including me -_-
a bit depressing when i just wana talk to guys
reminds me of seksyen 4...
how much i missed my frenz and all da stuff we did

hopefully can see them soon
come by my home during thaipussam~
i'm free! just check ur my FB for info xD

countdown... to college

2010-01-11T05:21:00.000-08:00

oh man.... i used to keep thinking
"quickly go college"... but now
damn freakin scared lah weh~
wednesday = orientation
shouldn't be startin classes dat day

mayb will be more clear bout timetable...
alrdy thinking how buzy it will be
homework... research... reports... presentations Xp

finally confirmed working on saturdays
teaching english at my Cambridge language centre
at bdr puchong jaya
the pay is quiet good~ lookin foward to having extra cash

to all u guys who r working part time:
pls take care of ur health
and since u are ikely to work there til march
u might as well enjoy ur time there rite? xD

to bear family:
seriously gonna freakin miss all of u ppl
if u see me anywhere say hi k?
or we can go out sometimes to celebrate birthdays~
dun pretend to not know me yeah
or else chop ur head off
(esp victor, vincent, and TBB)

2010-01-09T04:10:00.001-08:00

New Life... Old Life

2010-01-09T03:05:00.000-08:00

I'M
starting a new life in college,
but i'm leaving my high school life behind

I'M
going to meet new and different people,
but that may mean losing my present friends...

I'M
gonna be facing new problems and challenges,
but this time i might be doing it alone

I'M
getting more freedom come college time
but that doesn't mean life will be better at home

I'M
finally going to be able to study the way i like
but it means more work, and tons more effort

i can't wait for all these to happen
but i'm not ready to loose what i have now~

new year... new life

2009-12-31T22:18:00.000-08:00

1st post in 2010.. haha
wishing all my frenz a verry happy new year
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went to ioi watch movie with hong shenag and vincent
then wait at mamak for countdown
nt bad ler.... at least can be with frenz ma

january gona be buzy for me
1st week gt go back to smks4bk.. cuz gt program to handle there
gonna start college soon too xD
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vincent:
dun too depression la... she's comin back alrdy k??
ya i kno u damn sad la but try to enjoy ur life ba Xp

FINALLY....

2009-12-29T21:45:00.000-08:00

KPP Computer Test

Me: 47/50

Victor: 43/50 (thx god u passd Xp )

Vincent: 47/50 (nt bad ma.. hehe)

Winnie: 49/50 (damn sure smting wrong with computer)

Day 1 | Phuket, Thailand

2009-12-20T05:11:00.000-08:00

beach is nice~ perfect for couples Xp
Food was so so
2morrow going2 shopping at city area
(yes guys.. i'll bring smting back 4 u guys)

i miss my own bed!!!!

and malaysian food~

next stop: phuket, thailand.

2009-12-19T00:47:00.000-08:00

now packing up for trip to phuket~
finally some time to relax...
but hope can get internet service there
cuz dunt dare to miss out on facebook

(ltr come back emails get hunderds waiting again)

to those who are going overseas, pls take care

to those who arent, enjoy yourself too~
sometimes being home is d best k?

UPDATE!!

2009-12-17T19:26:00.000-08:00

well.. i got a part time job: teaching
at my cambridge language centre
best part is: i can come in ONLY when i'm free
and i still get paid (ahem) RM10 per hour Xp

but the job isnt easy... cuz my boss is British actualli
so its more of like an internship for me
cuz he doesnt want me doing office work
he wants me to approach the students more...

then 2molo going for L license KPP lecture
5 hours lieh (thk god going with victor + vincent)
hav 2 study during the week... so wont fail da test Xp

only 3 more weeks to my college life
feel excited and a lil bit scared at da same time
feels like form 1 all over again
cuz new environment... plus dont kno anyone there

i think wil miss my friends a lot:-
victor (the listener)
vincent (always happy)
gloria (the perasaan-ist)
winni (the one who threatens)
ronald (joker/ dancer)
yee kha (the diva)
also all the others- william, ah yeh, miko, those in 5S2, S1.....

new place... new life!

2009-12-13T04:20:00.000-08:00

From this moment on:

I AM A SOUTH AUS. MATRICULATION (SAM) STUDENT

OF TAYLORS COLLEGE

a not so nice surprise

2009-12-11T22:36:00.000-08:00

after all my planning...

I'M STARTING COLLEGE AT JANUARY

haiz.. 2morrow going to register at taylors colleg...

eh if anyone olso go taylors during march

when see me say hi k? dun pretend don't recognize r!

or else chop ur head off!

not really happy bout this, cuz it means no part time job

and i only hav 2 more weeks to enjoy myself

plus parents keep on naggin

on how the fees are really expensive

and they keep talkin how i might fail on any subject

sometimes they just cant shut up Xp

party at my house

2009-12-11T04:10:00.000-08:00

waliao eh... haha first time invite frenz over
surprised that they actualli like it, haha Xp
we ate pizza, pasta made by david, and stuff
then gt play water... and olso "dare and dare"
vincent and gloria enjoyed it very much (ahem Xp)

then gt watch movie (midnight meat train + scarecrow)
some of them borrowed da dvds (ooi remember return r!)
then... haha went back home lor

just finished clean up... head really hurts now
u all got 6th sense izit?
when reach cleanup time all cabut, damn u Xp

then got some1 lieh so damn not fun
didn play water with us.. or anything else
onli kept on9-ing and watch movie in the end

my many thanks to those who came :-

winnie and ronald (thx for da sandwich)
vincent and gloria (u both make me so jealous)
genny and jia xin (thx for buying all da stuff)
david tio (love the pasta xD)
chee han, wee liam (stop takin ur shirt off guys!)
jun wah, kin nien (thx for comin)
victor (-_-'')

definitely had lots of fun.. so should do it again soon Xp

so if you couldnt come for some reason, dont be upset k?

i hav so much time ahead of me so i can do this anytime ^^

Nike (RED) Product

2009-12-09T03:31:00.000-08:00

finally, a good reason to shop for Nike Xp

in light of the HIV Awareness Month (December)

Nike has partnered up with (RED) Products for the first time

their first up product is this limited edition red shoe lace

it costs RM15, a high price for shoe laces, but also carries high value

100% of the profits from this sale will be donated to worldwide AIDS funds and to support football programs in Affrica to fight agaainst AIDS.

So, what r u waitin for? Go to the nearest Nike shop now! (there's one at sunway)

u don't hav 2 tie it on ur shoes, just tie it on ur bag like me Xp

SPM? what SPM?

2009-12-08T04:20:00.000-08:00

haha... finally finish all da papers! haha Xp
well too bad for those takin B.Cina (good luck anyways)
bt its just one paper so stop makin drama bout it k?

2morrow goin out with frenz at sunway
then friday they're comin 2 my house
(winnie: if i see anythin burning i'll burry u in my garden)

really duno wat 2 do next...
definitely wana get part time job (maybe workin at dad's office)
hav 2 start thinkin bout college alrdy (haiz.. nt lookin foward)
then long time didnt go leo club stuff alrdy

(victor + vincent: dun worry bout ur certs, i'll get them 4 u)

going out on 9 December

2009-12-04T23:16:00.000-08:00

Bear Family:

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We decide where to go on Chemistry paper day k?

Either Sunway or Midvalley, cuz many dun wana go red box.

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Success Score Tuition Class 2009

2009-10-30T03:10:00.000-07:00

2009-10-29T01:06:00.000-07:00

My friend,
I know its hard for you lately
and I'm sorry I can in no way make it better
I understand u also hav lots of other stuff in ur mind
but i hope u can listen to wat i wana say

do not argue anymore with others
because it brings no good anyone
it doesn't matter who is right or wrong
it only matters who can be strong enough
to keep quiet and move ahead

i know its maybe ur "style" of talking
and yes, sometimes she can say the worst things
but if u are smart enough, then do not open ur mouth
let her grumble anything... and one day she'll stop

i'm sorry to say this, but sometimes u are also wrong.
u are a loud person, and its great, but u need to control..
and u too need to be considerate about how other people feel
so that others can also be considerate with you

and actually, few days ago i'm also angry about you
i told you a little bit why, but you don't really understand, i think...
if u wana know then tell me so that i can explain to you
if not, then its just fine...

do not let anything ruin our friendship with each other
this is the time when u are tested
whether u trully are a friend...

i tell you all this for your good
just like how you gave me advice for my sake

pls try to understand---

Bday Wish...

2009-10-29T00:56:00.000-07:00

Happy 17th Birthday Gloria!

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Bday

2009-10-24T06:46:00.000-07:00

haha... very happy dis year's bday
even though didnt go out celebrate
but i guess.. its better spending it with friends!
got a book from winnie, card from CCH
tons of sms'es... ...
and a t-shirt +cap from Victor & Vincent
present on-the-way from Gloria olso
(PS to gloria: I won't mind getting a nice card rather than
an expensive gift ;) )

(thx guys... for remembering my bday XD )

but then... havent celebrate at home lieh
hoping to get new phone!! but... haiz -_-
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spm iz coming~ study hard... fighting!
wishing all my friends good luck
after this we go out like crazy!

...

2009-10-16T04:06:00.000-07:00

haiz... not much happened last week
lots of studying...

maybe going starbucks tomorrow
at least can rest a lil bit
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hoping some1 does sumting special dat day

working hard....

2009-10-09T05:17:00.000-07:00

working hard for spm now...
dun care much about other stuff~

stupid shitty door! scarred my hand against it!
not painful... but still~ *haiz*

14 more days until... ...

sad~

2009-10-07T22:54:00.000-07:00

well... i got offered for the AFS exchange program
Germany lieh~ but... parents don't let.... T.T
whats worst is that my mum thinks im upset
becuz i can't go travelling

actuali its not so much about travelling
but the culture experience that im looking for
and after worrying and being excited for so many months
its just frustrating i cant go for it just bcuz of my parents

BIRTHDAY SHOUTOUT

2009-10-04T03:40:00.000-07:00

Dad : Son, what do you want for your birthday?
Son : Not much dad, just a radio with a sports car around it. ....... XD

Wishing Sean a very happy 17th BDAY!!!

how to be happier

2009-09-11T02:02:00.000-07:00

being emo isn't good or cool k?
so here's some things everyone should try~
(from the boook "The Secret")

1. Learn to appreciate
We never get enough. whether ur filthy rich or damn broke... u'll never be satisfied. so why keep on wanting stuff when u allrdy hav that much NOW? think of the things you HAVE instead of dreaming of things you don't have. being appreciative is the 1st step to being happy for LIFE.

2. Be positive (EVERYDAY!)
of course i'm not asking you to smile like Joker everyday! dats just plain stupid! just be happy and content at heart! tell yourself that your not going 2 let anything piss u off. being ANGRY is just blaming YOURSELF for OTHER people's mistakes! so... why be so dumb?~

don't make it a chore (I must be like that) or even a habit. just think of things that make u happy (ur fav. stuff, ppl you really care about) when you need to (stressed, angry bout someting/someone). doing things you like definately helps here.

3. Be kind and sympathetic
Learn to care for other people. evryone needs some1 to talk to. even those who are always strong eventually break down. just by being there, you can make a difference to someone's life! be a good listener, an encourage your friends to talk whenever they feel like! it doesn't mean you have to help them SOLVE their pblms... most just need someone to pour out their soul at...

4. Learn to let go
Being people with emotions, it is hard for us to not be upset or disappointed once in a while. Things might never go your way. Friends might hurt you (whether with intention or not) and life just doesn't seem fair at times. By being POSITIVE and strong at heart, u can overcome almost anything on your own!

many times things aren't always THAT serious as we think. loosing a best friend just means having a chance to find another one. all things bad can be looked at from a diff. point of view... so don't always think it's the end of the world!!~

remember that while we all hope to be happy forever with life, we just can't be like that! if we are happy forever, how are we going to live the future? how are we going to improve?!? Learning to let go is NEVER EASY! obviously most of the times it HURTS! but getting hurt for a while is better than being in pain for a lifetime~ by letting go of the past, you welcome new possibilities in the future!

buzy buzy BUZY!!!

2009-09-11T00:08:00.000-07:00

waliao eh~ yesterday just finish trials
nw doing gerak gempur again!!!
then monday gt add maths AGAIN!!
last subject was just add maths lieh T.T

so damn stressed and tired now
finally in study mode der~
getting used to being really quiet now
at school evry1 doing their own stuff...

october is coming!
damn my bday damn sure gone alrdy!
along with victor, vincent, jia en,
emm... november olso gt win ni, ronald
now september emmm kar yan!! stil gt 3 weeks!
too bad lor cuz really wanted celebrate wit friends
mayb after spm gua we all go out damn 爽!!!

WN: dun worry... ur still much more better in other subjects!
wait till add maths time... i'll cry until my eyes bleed!

Funtexi Youth Camp 2009

2009-09-04T22:04:00.000-07:00

if any of u guys interested tell me ya! wana go bt no1 teman!! XD

SPM: now and after

2009-08-28T21:45:00.000-07:00

waliao eh!!!! nw left 2 days and stil havent study yet!
aarGh!! how 2 go 4 trials wor!!!
haiz guess its goin2 be study til midnight again!!!
actualli: it works better that way... for me anywayz
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thinkin of doing an internship after SPM
kinda interested in going for volunteer stint
in hospitals... but duno whether can convince them or not

private hospitals are usualli a bit no no when it comes
to taking volunteers... bt i heard dat some like SJMC
their a lil bit more "kind" in this area

govenrment hospitals and community clinics would need
manpower.. and they would be glad to take you in usualli
bt then im affraid there wouldnt be any exciting stuff there!

PS: any of you guys punya parents work in medical feild?
appreciate it if you could help me ask around!! XD

wat am i goin2 do???

2009-08-21T06:18:00.000-07:00

waliao.. finally 1st week exams done!!
prediction:
BM: erm.. mayb 4B
BI: hoping get A...
M Math: olso hoping A!
Moral: oh god PLS PASS!!!!

haiz.. still gt a whole 2 weeks worth of papers
goin 2 starbucks study on sunday
(yes ppl.. it is possible 2 study there k!?)
any of my frenz if gt pass by say hi k?
or else i'll be damn bored der!!
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lately it hasn't been dat great for da past 3 weeks
gettin out of bed was a challenge
and wasn't really dat happy evryday at school

dunno why but just didn't feel anyting
tried talkin to friends and realised:
i'm actualli nt dat good at expressin myself!

even though i biasa listen to other ppl
i suck when it comes to talkin bout myself
definately made me think about some things~
(ronald+ winnie... if gt time we talk again can der? Xp)

it has been realli hard for me... olso dunno why
bt just didnt felt really happy evryday
hmmm... dunno lar... just wana concentrate nw on exams
hopefully dis is just someting passing by~

waitin to be appreciated... hoping to be loved

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best friend~

2009-08-14T00:29:00.000-07:00

you kno wat it means
and you kno u need it
so... do u hav one?

we all defintely nd ppl to keep us in company
dats y we hav friends
and dats y we go through all da trouble
to keep them~

and out of all those ppl... sooner or ltr
ur gonn hav one ur really close to
one u'll be lookin 4ward to seeing in school
and da one dat u'll bug evrytime ur bored Xp

bt then there's alwayz this pblm:
how long can u keep them?
how long till u stop callin each other?
how long till u stop sayin: XXX is my best friend~

obviously u cn keep on sms-ing, msn-ing,
or keep on buying him/her at facebook...
bt then there's gonna be a time when u might feel seperated
esp rite nw... when its almost graduation time 4m high school

i've thought 4 a reeallly long time on this
about how i'll miss my best friend... and bear family =_=
and its quite depressing actualli~
(perfect for emo/ rainy days) XD

bt then again, there'll be one day when ur gona worry
so why spend the other 364 days worryin bout it?
and like someone said:

u'll kno ur best friend,
when you've been through a realy BIG trouble
and there's gona be a person supportin u always
DATS ur best friend~

I Need You - LeAnn Rimes

2009-08-12T02:57:00.000-07:00

quite an old song... bt very meaningfull
this is to all the ppl i care... and to those i care the most XD
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I don't need a lot of things
I can get by with nothing
Of all the blessings life can bring
I've always needed something
But I've got all I want
When it comes to loving you
You're my only reason
You're my only truth

I need you like water
Like breath, like rain
I need you like mercy
From heaven's gate
There's a freedom in your arms
That carries me through
I need you

You're the hope that moves me
To courage again
You're the love that rescues me
When the cold winds, rage
And it's so amazing
'Cause that's just how you are
And I can't turn back now
'Cause you've brought me too far

I need you like water
Like breath, like rain
I need you like mercy
From heaven's gate
There's a freedom in your arms
That carries me through
I need you
Oh yes I do

I need you like water
Like breath, like rain
I need you like mercy
From heaven's gate
There's a freedom in your arms
And it carries me through
I need you
Oh yes I do
I need you
ahh i need you

2009-08-08T07:07:00.000-07:00

2day woke up at 6... cuz goin 4 leo rccdamn sleepy der =_=
so blah3 and one thing extra at least:
victor and vincent teman me! haha...

we all go 2 SMK subang utama...
they both tumpang me~
then we startd with leadership seminar...
given by DC Alan Thoo

so lunch break... then RCC meeting
by dat time i had 2 check victor every 5 mins
to make sure he's nt in LaLa land alrdy... hee
i also kept askin him poke me if i doze off!!

it wasnt DAT boring la... bt lots of listenin to lions de
den FINALLY! Orientation
PS: we gt a surprise... Region 5 is spearheading new exam style
a.k.a open book! we were given da questions and lecture
same time! so i guess all 3 of us did well ba XD

so nw lions said dat for cld its straight away exams
they expect u 2 read up on da notes so no more seminars
bt they'll seperate it for the other leadership workshops in future
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why is trails coming?!? any1 support me if i go blast away da bilik kebal?

or burn all da exam papers de? XP

am I loosing you?... T.T

2009-08-07T06:31:00.000-07:00

haiz... y is life so damn complicated?
u cant easily trust some1
its hard 2 find some1 u can really pour urself to
and when u do ur scared of loosing him/her
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its so hard cuz usualli its hard 2 understand u
ur a lil more... mmm... complicated
its nt a bad thing but~ sometimes its hard
to really be sure wat ur feeling or thinkin

u were like realli great always
then tiba2 last 2 days u seemed
awkward.. really weird de~

i kinda feel there's smting goin on
just cant put my finger on it
i kno its bothering u... but then~
haiz...

pls dun get mad of this
its nt cuz of anyting else
just bcuz im really affraid
of loosing the one and only best friend
i hav ever had~... ... ...

leo RCC meeting + cld orientation

2009-08-07T06:28:00.000-07:00

2molo goin 2 rcc meeting...
taking cld orientation (FINALLY!?!)
em.... victor and vincent goin wit me
haha should be fun

guyz if u dun pass no need come back ba =)
hehe.. add oil ya

relax-ing~

2009-08-02T00:35:00.000-07:00

OK.. i kno suppose 2 be studyin...
bt damn tired aleidi lieh
so 2day went 2 sunway lor

em.... went 2 starbucks:
ice vanilla latte venti sized + caramel + espresso shots
and sheppards pie
lolz act. studyin sejarah dat time -_-

then went jalan2 lor
bought smting 4 some1 haha
wil surprise dat person
hopefully he'll like it~ ^^

Allister's Bday Party~

2009-07-25T08:26:00.000-07:00

haha.. lol... well u can see evry1's face~ and somewhere in there is ronald -_-

xin di and xin qi

william playin guitar

errrrmmmm...

lots of ppl played da piano dat nite~

after water fight.. wit victor... y is his hair better than mine even after kena water?!?

(PS: haha finalli look shorter than u de!)

more pics to come... wait 4 it ya!

(vinCent~ nx time i take pic wit u as promised ya...

check ur blog 4 comment!)

happy Bday!

2009-07-24T04:12:00.000-07:00

haha 1st of all: a big BIG wish of happy birthday
to Wan Yee... even though i dun really kno u long
bt oh well~ hee hope u had fun 2day Aite?
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2day koko... at leo had a group activitie thingy...
errr... it was ok guar~
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hmm... nw thinking bout future aleidi
career and wat 2 study...
i'm interestd 2 take psychology
bt nw i'm convinced to take medical!?!

well medical is a more stable job of course
i like working in a hospital (freaky thing... dun ask why)
plus i'd look good in a white coat~ Xp
and my name would sound better... Doctor haha

haiz... i really wana be a doctor actualli
bt im scared i wunt b able to cope wit da work!
plus my parents aren't realli supportin me on this~

hmmph... dunno wat 2 do nw...
bt most important is SPM nw!
others can worry later!!

today...

2009-07-17T05:46:00.000-07:00

waliao 2day hor.. pbsm... games, flour, water
look at da last 3 words
and paint a mental picture
get wat i mean?

imagine evry1 lookin like a half baked muffin
wit flour and water mixed 2gether
all soakin wet!

haha it was fun la... i liked it like dat
evry1 enjoyed it and just relaxed
its a deserved thing la
after all da tough practice
------------------------------------------------

2day went to Giant wit victor to settle some stuff
well most of u should kno wat i mean...
and it was reali eazy and nw finally no prob der!!!

had a great time... talkd wit victor all de way
had lunch at mamak (thx soOOO much 4 belanja-ing XD )
again gt to kno more bout him and family

so it actuali prooves:
spendin some time wit ur friend doing simple tings
like lunch or just teman-ing, reali helps in makin u closer

its better than being just a 5 minute friend
or just comfortin him when he needs some1 to talk to

Ps: i dun care... nx meal i'm belanja-ing!!!

Because You Loved Me - Celine Dion

2009-07-11T05:29:00.000-07:00

Dedicated to you~

For all those times you stood by me
For all the truth that you made me see
For all the joy you brought to my life
For all the wrong that you made right
For every dream you made come true
For all the love I found in you
I'll be forever thankful baby
You're the one who held me up
Never let me fall
You're the one who saw me through through it all

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

You gave me wings and made me fly
You touched my hand I could touch the sky
I lost my faith, you gave it back to me
You said no star was out of reach
You stood by me and I stood tall
I had your love I had it all
I'm grateful for each day you gave me
Maybe I don't know that much
But I know this much is true
I was blessed because I was loved by you

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

You were always there for me
The tender wind that carried me
A light in the dark shining your love into my life
You've been my inspiration
Through the lies you were the truth
My world is a better place because of you

You were my strength when I was weak
You were my voice when I couldn't speak
You were my eyes when I couldn't see
You saw the best there was in me
Lifted me up when I couldn't reach
You gave me faith 'coz you believed
I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

I'm everything I am
Because you loved me

† Pяїиc£BяεÄkїиG v † ◊ pяińCě_wÄiŤıņĜ ◊

2009-07-10T07:38:00.000-07:00

dance competition

2009-07-10T07:14:00.000-07:00

haha.. congratz 1st of all 2 soul crew...
u guys no doubt deserve da place
hope 2 c u all dance again!!

to 四角恋，u guys did great too k?
for a group wit not mucci experience in dancin
its a greater achievment 4 u guys~

ps: wil try to settle videos asap.. pls be patient k?~

so happi 4 u... nw at least 2 proz outta da way rite?
haha... take a good rest lor~ then focuz studi la
seriously k? september already start ler...
anyways... hope ur last prob wil olso solvd k? ^^

S.O.R.R.Y

2009-07-04T06:36:00.000-07:00

Sorry dat i asked u...
Sorry if i made u mad
Sorry if i seemed nt sensitive
Sorry for all dat

Sorry doesnt mean a cure
bt i hope u'll accept it
nt onli bcuz i cant stand feeling guilty
bt i cant survive loosing a friend like u

Sorry if i realli i bugged u
if i seemed like a busy body
its nt cuz i dun care hwo u feel nw
bt dats the way i care for a frend

对不起不代表一切，
不过它含有所有的伤感，
所有的悲伤，
所有的悔过。。。

对不起。。。

Well.. anak tuan ni~

2009-07-02T19:16:00.001-07:00

Haiyo... y we humans find all types of ways torture other ppl lieh?
Y?!? Haiz.. 2day see parents for report card...
my dad went there

"gulp"

act. he wunt say muccci.. bt when he tells my mum..
then mum wil start world war lor...
Mum wil be like China, Dad wil be US,
pakat together bomb me.....

How come i dun hav a "United Nations" protect me lieh?!

Haiz.. Faild Chem, Moral and Add maths
bt gt A in BI, M.Math, EST, Bio
like victor says: 很KEK水 lor!!!

-_- wat to do... must reali study hard lor
haiz.... oh ya btw dis time gt show disiplin kad lagi lieh
means dat time wit pn. halimah de case
then WN + R lagi Cham lor~ haiz

eh Victr and Vince olso cham...
cuz didn tell parents de...
haiz god bless all of ya and gud luck lo

2day bear family + others go IOI
haiz hav fun la.. i no go cuz bankrupt aleidi T.T

NS~

2009-07-02T19:02:00.000-07:00

RM0.20 PLKN: Maaf! 921023-14-XXXX tidak dipilih untuk menyertai PLKN Siri 7/2010. Terima kasih

Actualli TERIMA KASIH TO NS!!! NO KENA!!!!!!!!

Those who kena:
William, CCH, Hong Sheng, Ti Hau, Julius, Kar Yan, Sulin, and all dat I kno.. pls stay in Selangor la!!! Dat time i can drive and visit u all la..

Those who didn kena:
Victor, Vincent, Winnie, Ronald, Si Yun, Ms LilV, Gloria, Yao Leong and blah3... haha when celebrate r?!?

PS: Eh this one is for whole program k? If didn kena means for sue didn kena... they wunt tell u by batch de so pls dun scare ur self la~

2009-06-27T01:49:00.000-07:00

1. Which is your favorite color out of: red , black , blue , green , or yellow ?
Blue

2. Your first initial?
Y

3. Your month of birth?
October

4. Which color do you like more, black or white?
Black

5. Name of person of the same sex as yours.
Victor Law

6. Your favorite number?
7

7. Do you like Flying or Driving more?
Driving...

8. Do you like a lake or the ocean more?
Lake

9. Write down 15 wishes.
- Everyday is a happy day.
-My friends and ppl around me are also happy
- My friends wil be with me to the end
- I can score in watever exams!! Lolz
- Erm... build up muscle?
- Get richer!! definately need cash
- A bigger house! Want a really nice room wit PC and playstatn3
- I find some1 who truly can love me
- Can read other ppl minds
- erm.. no more aleidi lieh!!

Answers [ those highlighted in BLUE are my answers. =) ]
1. If you choose:
Red - You are alert and your life is full of love.
Black - You are conservative and aggressive
Green - Your soul is relaxed and you are laid back.
Blue- You u are spontaneous and love kisses and affection from the ones you love.
Yellow - You are a very happy person and give good advice to those who are down.

. If your initial is:
A-K- You have a lot of love and friendships in your life.
L-R- You try to enjoy your life to the maximum & your love life is soon to blossom.
S-Z- You like to help others and your future love life looks very good..

3. If you were born in:
Jan-Mar: The year will go very well for you and you will discover that you fall in love with someone totally unexpected.
April-June: You will have a strong love relationship that will not last long but the memories will last forever.
July-Sep: You will have a great year and will experience a major life-changing experience for the good.
Oct-Dec: Your love life will not be great, but eventually you will find your soul mate.

4. If you chose:
Black: Your life will take on a different direction, it will seem hard at the time but will be the best thing for you, and you will be glad for the change.
White: You will have a friend who completely confides in you and would do anything for you, but you may not realize it.

5. This person is your best friend. :)

6 This is how many close friends you have in your lifetime.

7. If you chose:
Flying: You like adventure.
Driving: You are a laid back person.

8. If you chose:
Lake : You are loyal to your friends and your lover and are very reserved.
Ocean: You are spontaneous and like to please people.

9. This wishes will come true only if you tag this to five people in one hour.Tag it to ten people, and it will come true before your next birthday.
1. Victor
2. Winnie
3. Ronald
4. Vincent
5. Miko
6. CCH
7. Le Yi
8. Yee Kha
9. William
10. Genny

pbsm cooking session

2009-06-26T04:20:00.000-07:00

cake | companion | cook

2009-06-26T03:40:00.000-07:00

omg... blek so mucci stuff happnd dis week~
nw friday... gt koko ma
so stayd back~

promised victor dat i'll belanja him
secret recipe if his exam results good
(and act. its way better than mine)
so 2day went giant lor

we had... erm...
raspberry cheese cake, chocolate banana cake,
and apple cheese slice~
myself i tambah espresso wit ice cream

ok guar... cuz there was quite calm
then we just ate and talkd
definately enjoyd and should do more
makan + talk time wit frenz

......................................................................
erm.. pbsm 2day damn fun lor
we did cooking la campfire style

u should see wat they cooked (see pics)
gt shabu2 tom yam, mushroom soup style
telur rebus, and eh gt fried chicken lagi lieh!

nt bad la really, i told teacher
mayb can do together wit pandu puteri
and pengakap one day...
then evry uniform do one style of dish la

anywayz really great job
from evry1... mayb nx time v do different activity la
so wun b dat boring de...
.....................................................................

lolZ... nw always tinq of spm de !?!
8/9 - 18/9 trils aleidi lieh!
then gt gerak gempur
then.. then.... blek!

i actuali study evryday nw
and i WANt 2 study lagi der~
weird lieh.. i used to tinq:
aiya no prob la... wil ok de
but nw more like KO guar~

haiz.. at least im nt like da onli one sufferin la
all my frenz olso sayin it tough
well at least we can push each other
then it'll be fun.. esp at da end
when we get results together =)

japan.. here i come???

2009-06-19T04:37:00.000-07:00

phew!! finally over da interview
had it at seksyen6, shah alam
at state education office

met a few cool guys
from germany, belgium and france!!

da questions they asked=

1.r u aware of some of da cons of dis pgrm?
yup... cuz gt comm. pblm wit japanese ppl...

2.why did u apply?
love challenge.. and new culture

3.wat would b ur biggest challenge?
becomming a part of the family

4.how do u plan 2 present Msian culture?
cookin dinner wit foster family, shoe Msian dishes
and bonding wit them at da same time

bt actualli i realli quite scared...
cuz if i get it
wil be gone for 1 year...
feb 2010 - jan 2011

scared nt bcuz miss family
bt cuz wil miss friends... T.T
Victor, Winnie, Ronald, Vincent,
CCH, Kha2, Gloria, Miko,
Hong Sheng, Ah Yeh, Bryan,... ...
(damn sad thinkin bout it~)

... ... ...
actualli even more scared
if gone for a year.. of course others go college de
then ltr all loose contact...
haiz... y iz life so hard?!?

bt then dun worri lar guys..
wil buy presents 4 u all if im goin!! haha
and must go out wit u all one last time
b4 i go 2 japan~

take lots of pics + da tou tie...
go eat (winnie belanja)
go play... and be our craziest!!
that is.. if im goin lar~

tagged by winnie

2009-06-19T04:22:00.000-07:00

1. Besides your lips, where is the favorite spot to get kissed?
mmm... forehead gua~

2. How did you feel when you woke up this morning?
haiz.. another day =_=

3. Who was the last person you took a photo with?
Tim Hamesfere.. from Germany =)

4. Would you consider yourself spoiled?
errr.. nt really... bt i sometimz get wat i want!

5. Will you ever donate blood?
sure.. definately wil try

6. Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
yup...

7. Do you want someone to be dead?
well nt dead... bt tortured guar~

8. What does your last text message say?
(-HP No.-) Lion chan from LC Pj City

9. What are you thinking about right now?
japan exchange program...

10. Do you want someone to be with you right now?
yup... frenz!!

11. What was the time you went to bed last night?
errrm~ 11.30++ guar

12. Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now?
haha.. jusco i tinq

13. Is someone on your mind right now?
Ya..

14. Who was the last person who texted you?
jia wen

TEN Lucky People to do this quiz.
1.Victor
2. Gloria
3. Ronald
4. Kha2
5. Vincent
6. william
7. Kar Yan
8. Miko
9. Genny
10.CCH

15.Who is no.2 having a relationship with?
L3ong

16. Is no.3 a male or a female?
erm.. i tinq a male.. bt then winnie says~ ;)

17. If no.7 and no.1 get together , would it be good?
erm.. mayb happy 4 him gua.. bt if other ppl then *&^%$#@

18. What is no.1 studying?
erm... just getting on wit life guar

19. When was the last time you chatted with them?
at school -_- bt havent chatted wit no.10 for a few days

20. Is no.4 single?
nope... another girl off da market~

21. Say something about no.2
hopefuli iz happi ending in process

22. What do you think about no.3 & no.6 being together?
no.3 wil very cham.. cz kena raped by no.6

23. Describe no.9
chilly but cool gal

24 . What will you do if no.6 n no.7 fight?
make no.6 end up in ICU!! =P

25 . Do you like no.8?
i hate those who add maths pass (when i fail la)

30 Hour Famine

2009-06-14T06:43:00.000-07:00

when was the last time u did something good?
when was the last time u helped those in need?

if u can't answer these questions...
then it's time u actually do something...

the World Vision Malaysia is organizing 30 HOUR FAMINE again!

It is a program where u FAST for 30 hours... then at the final few hours, all participants will gather at Bukit Jalil Stadium to countdown, while enjoying performances by local and international celebrities~

There is a DIY camp that is held in Puchong. (No excuse for being to far)
Its during da sch holidays (No excuse for no time)
Yes u hav to collect donations, bt its for a better cause...
so don't you think its time to stop being selfish, and start on a life changing experience?

You Have the Power... Will you help those in need? Please join me in the effort to fight world hunger and poverty. Log on to www.worldvision.com.my for more details.

PS: encourage your friends to go! it'll be something fun and memorable!
Leo Club members should seriously go... and bear family olso!! ahem*

-It is time for a change, will you be a part of it?-

tagged by winnie

2009-06-10T01:28:00.000-07:00

1. How did you feel when you woke up this morning?
haiz~ add maths folio!!! T.T

2.Would you consider yourself as a well-being person?
yar guar...

3.Have you ever visited an orphanage or an old folk's?
yup

4.Have you ever had a best friend who is truthworthy?
yes~ =)

5.Do you want someone to be dead?
no.. death iz too easy... suffer better mar

6.Do you love to go to school?
yar.. bt depends whether bear family there O/N

7.who was the last person who texted you?
ronald

8.Wat urs dream
Become a psychologist... hav a great family

9.What are you doing right now?
filling in this tag thingy~

10.What are you thinking right now?
no one~

List 15 lucky people whom you tag:
Bear Family + Kar Yan (usj8)

leo forum!!!

2009-06-07T07:36:00.000-07:00

no joke man... there were medics and RELA security 24/7 durin forum.. all just 4 us ;P

miss Malaysia 2009... sings quite well actualli

1Nation MC.. they really rocked da house!!

Leo Club of USJ 8

YES! our club got an award!!!

banquet.. da 1 time all of us get to dress to impress

a new friend~
me + Kar Yan from USJ 8...

one for da album!

from left: li ginn,

Lion Nelson Wong, me, Lion Levin Wong,

RCC Chan Kee Ooi

my new vest!! (ps: RM100++ spent on badges)

and certificate of attendance

forum name tag

found out dat im being called for interview

for japan foreign student exchange! wish me luck ;)

2009-06-01T05:53:00.000-07:00

♥ 被點到必填，不填代表你不尊重傳給你的人和問卷。
♥ 請老實的回答每一個問題。
♥ 不行擅自塗改題目。
♥ 寫完請點8位小朋友，不可不點。
♥ 點完後請通知那8位小朋友他被點到了。
♥ 那8位小朋友填完問卷，必須把問卷寄回 - 給你填問卷的--------------[ 壹 ] .

個人題 - １０題 --------------
[ 01 ] 你叫什么:Yeong Chen Shin
[ 02 ] 你的綽號:pRiNcE_wAiTinG
[ 03 ] 你的血型: O
[ 04 ] 你的星座：Libra
[ 05 ] 你是男還是女：Male
[ 06 ] 你幾歲：17
[ 07 ] 你住哪裡：Puchong
[ 08 ] 你現在的學校：Seksyen 4
[ 09 ] 你有沒有手機: yes
[ 10 ] 承上，那是多少：? wat's tis ??[ 貳 ] .

朋友題 - １０題 --------------
[ 11 ] 你最要好的朋友（限１個）:em... can't choose la!!
[ 12 ] 你最討厭的人（限１個）：Cik Tan!
[ 13 ] 你最正的女性朋友（限１個）：Gloria (pls dun perasaan K?)
[ 14 ] 你最帥的男性朋友（限１個）：erm~
[ 15 ] 什麼樣的女生你最討厭：act cute... until makes u wana puke (blek)
[ 16 ] 什麼樣的男生你最討厭：
[ 17 ] 你的好朋友有誰（不限）：bear family
[ 18 ] 你經常和哪位朋友出去:Bear family
[ 19 ] 你身邊最憨的朋友（限１個，不能自己）：no
[ 20 ] 你身邊最可愛的朋友（限１個）: Vincent[ 參 ] .

感情題 - １５題 --------------
[ 21 ] 你有沒有喜歡的人: Nope
[ 22 ] 如果有，那他/她叫什麼：
[ 23 ] 如果沒有，那你希望什麼時候有另一半: After SPM
[ 24 ] 到目前為止，你跟多少人告白過：2
[ 25 ] 到目前為止，你被多少人告白過：non T.T
[ 26 ] 到目前為止，你交過多少個男／女朋友: 2
[ 27 ] 你現在有另一半嗎：nope
[ 28 ] 你最好的同性朋友跟你告白你會怎樣：i'i'll let him become my psycho patient in future
[ 29 ] 你初戀情人突然跟你告白你會接受吗？:nope.. nt dat desperate
[ 30 ] 你為什麼會喜歡你現在喜歡的人:
[ 31 ] 你跟你的另一半牽手過嗎：
[ 32 ] 你跟你的另一半抱或親過嗎:
[ 33 ] 你跟異性牽手過嗎：got lor.. playin killer time
[ 34 ] 是誰，你們什麼關係：frenz lol
[ 35 ] 現在有人在追你嗎:....... ~.~[ 肆 ] .

混合題 - １０題 --------------
[ 36 ] 如果有天，好朋友離你而去，你會怎樣: damn emo.. then find out why
[ 37 ] 如果有天，好朋友背叛你，你會怎樣：wil nv 4giv him/her
[ 38 ] 如果有天，好朋友對你喜新厭舊了，你會怎樣：get new frenz!
[ 39 ] 如果你很受不了你的父母，你會離家出走嗎: no~
[ 40 ] 你上課認真嗎：depends on teacher gua
[ 41 ] 你上課都在做什么？: talk, day dream, emo a lil, talk SOMEMORE
[ 42 ] 你功課好不好：average.. but can get A if concentrate
[ 43] 你打開電腦都在幹麻：blog, music, msn
[ 44 ] 你的即時通裡有多少個同性：30++
[45 ] 你的即時通裡有多少個異性：25++
[ 伍 ] .

兇手題 - １０題 --------------
[ 46 ] 傳給你這份問卷的人是誰：Winnie
[ 47 ] 這個人對你好不好：good when she doesnt make u swt .
[ 48 ] 這個人是你的誰：frend/daughter
[ 49 ] 你有喜歡過這個人嗎：nope, bt wan another girl like her =.=
[ 50 ] 你們認識多久了：em.. Form 3 ba
[ 51 ] 這個人是怎樣的人：crazy, used 2 be devil, nw soft like butter bcuz of.. aHem
[ 52 ] 這個人正／帥嗎：of course, or else how she can get R wor...
[ 53 ] 這個人有沒有喜歡過你：no
[ 54 ] 這個人跟你有沒有在一起過：no
[ 55 ] 萬一你喜歡這個人，你會怎麼辦 : just tell lor.. then c wat happenz[ 陸 ] .

聯想題 - １０題-------------
[ 56 ] 說到正妹你會想到誰：Yee Kha
[ 57 ] 說到帥哥你會想到谁：Victor
[ 58 ] 說到憨你會想到誰：William
[ 59 ] 說到痴你會想到誰： Vincent
[ 60 ] 說到暗戀你會想到誰：Thomas
[ 61 ] 說到出去玩你會想到誰：Bear Family
[ 62 ] 說到聰明鬼你會想到誰：Bryan
[ 63 ] 說到傻子你會想到誰：Gloria
[ 64 ] 說到笑點低你會想到誰：Winnie
[ 65 ] 說到愛笑你會想到誰：Ronald -------------[ 柒 ] .

學校題 - １１題 --------------
[ 66 ] 你的班導是誰：Pn. Wan Noraliza
[ 67 ] 你的座位是第幾排第幾個：7th row 2 column
[ 69 ] 你英语好吗：close to british ;P
[ 70 ] 你的數學好嗎: can pass exams
[ 71] 你喜不喜歡你的校長：yup.. onli when she helps
[ 72 ] 你的學校好看嗎：better than other puchong schools
[ 73 ] 你的班級是：5S3

tagged!:
-victor
-vincent
-ronald
-yee kha
-gloria
-si yun
-william
-le yi

teachers day

2009-05-29T01:59:00.000-07:00

2day sch celebrated teachers day
mmm... a lil bit boring actualli
cuz just after our exams
teacher and students no time plan performance

anyways teachers did boria (malay dance)
and william and brandon performed LIVE :1,2,3,4 (song name)
they were good and i'm damn impressed
its a shame dat de speakers were really lousy :(

anyways guess it was ok gua
stil havent buy clothes yet for leo forum
gona make my mom bring me to sunway

also gotta remember hav2 buy some gifts 4 bear family
or else come back 4m penang kena chop by them...

"You've got just 1 thing, 2 do, 3 words, 4 you...

I love you..."

16 questions

2009-05-23T01:33:00.000-07:00

01.Do u think tat after break up .. both of u still can be frenz wit ur ex ??
erm.. depends lor, mayb nd some time la

02.Wat u hope to get from ur frenz (x included lover)
dat they trust to tell me their pblms ;)

03.wat u cant tahan about urself
emm.. a lil bit control freak gua

04.when u meet the ppl u like . u will confess or juz keep in ur heart ?
confess lor.. bt not in front of others la

05.Wat r u hoping now ?
more time.. dun wan spm la! REWIND!

06.think ur life is comfortable now ?
Ya .. if gt more money!

07.wat kind of boy/gal u like ?
medium height, medium looks, bt important is can understand me

12.Do u hate sumone be 4 , why ?
YES, cik tan gua.. bt nw no current one...

13.Wat kind of life u wan , after 10 years ?
successful, wit close connection to friends i hav nw

15.If kena loteri about 3million , how u spend the money ?
donate one million .. 1 mill. giv parents, 1 mill keep myself lor

16.where u hope to having ur marriage ?
England, at those medieval churches (bt no need priest gua~)

wakaka ..u noe wat should u do ..
-wiwi
-kiki
-ronald
-vic
-vin
-genny
-jia xin
-cch
-miko

fuck...

2009-05-21T23:33:00.000-07:00

its onli in da afternoon
alrdy my day so damn shitty

when my mum came home
she asked 1st ting:
got study or not?
then i just said
Yar so pls dun be so 煩la

just like dat she got pissed off
den got a whole scoldin 4m her
half hour lieh

dat time i got so many tings i wana say
so much stuff i wana yell at her
bt then 4 some reason
i always play dumb onli

evrytime when i study
she's nt there to see
evry time when i hv someting on my mind
i wun look for her

and it SUCKS
cuz she keeps on saying da same ting evryday
and i MEAN evryday

its shitty cuz like i dun hear other ppl like dat
i rarely hear other ppl complain bout their parents

even though im just like a teen
i still hav my own stuff to worry
and i DO care bout my studies

but then just bcuz u dun see it
doesnt mean i dun care

i really tinq its damn pathetic
cuz i dun really depend on my family "emotionally"

im so lucky i hav another family at school
i guess im some1 dat needs frenz rather then family
and im happy cuz sometimes my frens need me too

====================================
a whole TON of thanks and love to
- victor
- winnie
- vincent
- ronald
- wiwi
- kiki
- gloria
and all da Bear family ppl

u guys hav really rocked my world
so dun stop ;)

=================================
victor: after holiday promise dt u'll study hard k?
even if got any pblms just leave it aside
for nw all of us hav to study aleidi...
jia you ba!!!

EXAM T.T + Penang Leo Forum!!!

2009-05-16T07:27:00.000-07:00

waliao eh... dis week damn fast past by loor
one blink then da easi subjects done aleidi
nx week bio, fizik!!
then gt add maths, moral olso duno hw 2 memorize!!!

wuuuu.. wuuuu...
i dun wana fail nieh
T.T

==================================
anywayz... leo forum comin de
at least after exams can hav fun
bt then bear family nt there ler

plan: victor+vince go inside suitcase (skinny mar)
winnie use bear power dig tunnel to penang
(bring ronald olso)
gloRia + kha2 go carik driver
(easy de, use ur "ahem" assets lor)
wee liam follow hongsheng punya car
chee han olso tumpang
... ...
actually, if u all can sneak onto bus wit me
then diam2 can go penang lor!
hmmm (thinq...)

haha.. imagination damn power
btw if u guyz wan gifts
better cakap awal2 r!

bsides WN and victor
others all budget mayb five bucks per head r!
(wn + victor i try get smting special skit) ;)

Wesak Day

2009-05-09T05:03:00.000-07:00

phew.. damn tired 2day~
went to Subang Jaya temple
helped out wit da health check
they hav it evry year

so met up again wit a couple of med students 4m IMU
knew each other since 2007
catchced up wit them a lil

one of the med students named chester,
he's gonna b in year 4 nx year (clinical skills)
he said transferin 2 australia queensland!

straight away 4m 8am in mornin
tilll 3pm ! even though dis year nt much ppl
still felt damn tired lieh!

anyways YB Hannah Yeoh was there,
(ADUN Subang Jaya)
along wit i tinq is Selangor State Secretary
(dunno his name~)

bt nw gt big Big BIG pblm!
wieh exam here aleidi
and stil havent study yet lieh!

damn it! i dun wanna fail anyting lar!
eh still aiming for a handful of A lagi X(

Ps: winnie if ur add maths get A1,
then can go shoot urself la..
i'll b standing there waving bye bye 2 u de!
(joking r~ ;)

The Purest of Pain

2009-05-02T06:42:00.000-07:00

I'm sorry I didn't mean to call
but I couldn't fight it
I guess I was weak and couldn't even hide it
and so I surrender just to hear your voice

I know how many times I said I'm gonna to live with out you
and maybe someone else is standing there beside you
but there's something baby that you need to know

that deep inside me I feel like I'm dying
I have to see you
it's all that I'm asking.

Vida, give me back my fantasies
the courage that I need to live
the air that I breathe

carino mio, my world becomes so empty
my day's are so cold and lonely
and each night I tastethe purest of pain.

I wish I could tell you I'm feeling better every day
that it didn't hurt me when you walked away
but to tell you the truth I can't find my way

and deep inside me I feel like I'm dying
I have to see you it's all that I'm asking.
Vida, give me back...

to WN and Rnld

2009-05-02T05:08:00.000-07:00

To Winnie, my dearest "daughter":

这几天应该很难受吧？
首先要跟你说“对不起”，因为无法让你不流泪，
也无法让你不心碎，不痛苦，这点我连所谓的朋友都做不到，
所以真的对不起了。。。

不过，现在真的不知道该祝福你呢，还是要你小心点
如果祝福的话，怕这里说完，那里又出事了，
叫你小心，又怕好像我很希望你和他会分开那样。。

不过我要说的是，我还是为你很开心，
虽然我承认我有点不放心，怕你又再被伤害，
不过我没可能就因为这样而不支持你吧
到最后重要的是你和他还那么开心吧。。。

所以希望你的奇迹，真地会出现，
因为你我看来都很想，而且很需要奇迹吧？

爱不是永远在一起，而是永远永远的开心

To Ronald, son -inlaw again, and 4ever friend

these past few days hav nt been great,
nt for WN, you, or any1 else in bear family,
i should've been able to do more 4 u guys,
and 4 dat i'm sorry u two had to suffer like dis...

i'll admit i hav my doubts when i heard winnie and u r back...
of course its cuz i'm worried 4 winnie,
i dun1 her hurt again... not ever...

but then i kno you'll try ur best to take care of her,
and truly protect her "heart"
u and i kno dat even sometimes she's a lil bit em... "SHOT" de,
bt then she's still very innocent and well... sensitive as well

remember to tell her ur pblms 4m nw on
and encourage her to tell u also
stop guessing around aleidi...
cz it doesn't help if u guys dun talk 2 understand each other

dun simply say sorry 4 no reason
she doesn't like it dat way,
plus she'll tinq she's doin someting wrong (as usual)...

i kno ur nt em... emotionally sensitive enough..
and no point trying 2 force ur EQ 2 bcome higher...
just try 2 take note of her more.. her little actions
her face expression, they all tell u her mood and wats in her mind

Love her while you can.. because tomorrow always has it's uncertainties.

Tu Amor

2009-05-01T00:38:00.000-07:00

"Tu Amor"

Dedicated to WN, VIC, R, Wan Yee
Mi amor I'm not sure of the right words to say
Maybe these simple words will do best to best explain
What I feel in my heart
What I feel more each day

How to make you see
How to let you know
How to say how to say how I love you so
With words you understand
Words that get right through to your heart
Here's the place to start

[COROUS]
Tu amor, I will always be
Tu amor, means the world to me
Estara siempre en mi corazon
You're the one in my soul
And I live for tu amor, tu amor.

Mi amor love you more with each look in your eyes
Maybe these simple words will do best to best describe
What I feel in my heart
What I'll feel for all time

How to make you see
How to let you know
How to say how to say how I need you so
With words you understand
Words that get through to your soul
Words that let you now

[CORO]

You're the one that I need in my arms
Believe me these wordsI say are words that come straight from my heart
How do I make you believe
Nothing else means as much as what you mean to me

[CORO]

love... a story

2009-04-30T23:52:00.000-07:00

long2 time ago.. a prince thought he loved a girl...
his friends told him that they were a match...
and he believed them...
b'cuz he himself also thought they were true...

he told her I LOVE U,
she said yes and they were happy
the prince thought they would be together and happy
not forever, cuz he's not counting the days,
but just enjoyin evry momment wit her..

then one day, when evrything was fine,
he noticed that how things were always one-way,
dat he poured out his sould to the girl,
bt never felt anythin in return...

the prince told the girl all dis,
in the end they seperated

there wasn't a day the prince didnt thought
how happy they could've been together...

so cherish who u hav rite nw...
bcuz u nv kno when u might loose them

I LOVE YOU

8 letters

3 words

1 meaning

"831" / from another blog

最幸福的是。。。

2009-04-29T00:37:00.000-07:00

you r... haiz alwayz make us worry bout u...
c u hav so many gud frenz..
make a sob and evry1 immediately come 2 u...
za dao~

well u said no "jia you message",
so here goes:

'hugs"
其实应该在学校已经给你个拥抱了，不过看你没心情的。。
anywayz, don't think i'm gonna comfort u..
i alrdy did dat at school~

i'm nt saying it's anyones fault,
b'cuz u both hav ur own pblms and own reasons...
i'm nt gonna tell u gud luck in nx relationship,
cuz u dun need luck in real love ;)

dun giv up on ur "Miracle" hope,
b'cuz miracles DO happen,
ur's just hasn't arrived yet~
mayb it's more special than others !?!

concentrate on ur studies nw...
go for ur SPM with confidence...
and make sure pn. chong can buy u ur winnie pooh bear
bt dun too geng r! ltr i suicide lor~ then u'll miss me HAHA
(damn de perasaan-ness get 4m gloria aleidi :P)

i'm nt askin u 4get evrything...
cz u should be proud dat u could handle it fabulously and wit style!
i wun tell u 2 be strong, b'cuz u ARE strong,
and no1 can beat dat!

+ pRiNcE_wAiTiNg +

The Ugly Truth...

2009-04-24T03:27:00.001-07:00

she yelled at me, with an insulting look,
i nodded and remained calm,
i felt anger boiling inside myself,
bt amazingly i wasn't on the edge of slappin her...

my school's teacher Cik Tan apparently either is stupid,
or listens to only half of stories,
she thought i was backstabbing her during a school mag meeting,
where in fact i was just expressing the problems i faced with the photos.

she kept on repeating that it is my problem i couldn't get things done,
that my pc was too old and had not enough capacity,
then she added oil onto fire,
claiming that many teachers do not hav a good impression about me.

any of u guys who are best buddies with Cik Tan,
pass her this message:

Cik Tan, you are one of the most unprofessional teachers i've ever met.
Instead of having the guts to scold me privately,
you told me off in the staff room, with many teachers as witness.

You kept saying insulting things at me,
but when i asked: is it true that many teachers don't like me,
or is it just you?

You immediately looked away and changed the topic.
You replied with a weak: Oh! I don't know about that,
but i'm telling u that u'll hav a hard time working in the future!"

If you don't know about anything, how could you have said
that many teachers dislike me in the first place?

You couldn't even bare to look into my eyes when you were yelling at me,
you kept lookin to the sides( a tell-tale sign of lying!)

You had to ask other teachers to join the argument,
which shows you did not think through it well - what you were going to say.

You kept on insulting me, saying it's all my fault,
yet you made no effort as to explain why i was wrong.

I'm nt gonna waste my time cursing you,
or even hating you. B'cuz that'll just make my life difficult.

If u're a Buddhist, then you should kno about karma.
What goes around, comes around.

If you're a Christian, you'd kno that someday
when the time comes, you would hav 2 answer to God why you did this 2 me.

I did nt even bother to raise my voice, or try 2 get revenge,
b'cuz I kno dat i'm doin da right thing,
I'm innocent and hav no single trace of guilt,
and u yelling at me in front of da teachers,
just proves how immature and unprofessional u are.

i was sure i wasn't talkin 2 an adult,
bt rather a 6 year old spoilt brat who couldn't get her candy.
u yelled b'cuz u needed self-assurance,
and b'cuz u were acting hastily.

by the way, u kept on stressing dat it's nt ur fault and it's all mine.

Question: if u're innocent (like me), why bother yelling at the top of ur voice? if ur clean, then you'd hav nothing 2 worry about, right?

i do hope you would change your attitude in handling these issues,
b'cuz nt all students are like me. most would puncture ur tires, spray pain ur car, gang up and harass u, and even worst things...

sports day

2009-04-18T06:33:00.000-07:00

waliao damn tired when go back home...
2day sch sports day...
PBSM won again kawad kaki!!!
5 years streak dah!!! haha
bt CCH damn emo after dat..
cz pengakap trained hard 4 d-day...
haiz no worries la... nx year let da juniors go 4 it again la~

leo club had sales (F+B).. i saw nt bad la...
wats even more surprisin is dat dis year pbsm business VERY good...
i count roughly 13-15 ppl pengsan lieh..
gt one even really totally pengsan til cant buka mata!!

then it waz fun la... took a few pics wit bear family n jia xin..
vincent won again for 4x100 (yay!! congrats =>)
so.. emm dats all gua
ps: da pics i postd on friendster profile

looking back, front and moving foward

problems!

2009-04-17T08:22:00.000-07:00

haiz... dis week hasn't been really good...
quite a lot of stuff happend~
gt vincent punya la..
then WN+R punya lu~

both damn sad... both quite complicatd...
i alwayz wished dat there's dis book...
when evry time gt stuff like dis..
just hav2 refer than kno how to solve it~

i look at winnie and ronald evryday
(well, nt much choice cuz i sit nx 2 them like spot light ;P )
and i'm really happy 4 them...
bt sometimez it makes me think about myself~

da 1st thing in my mind is:
y can't i b like them? i kno mayb they're diff. in some way,
bt evry1 deserves 2b happy rite?

it's easy mayb 4other ppl 2 love some1,
bt 4 me i want it 2 mean much more...
mayb dats y i alwayz set my aims too high~
cuz in my mind: if it's just surface-look, wats de point?

i feel so emm... useless gua...
its like why can't i get seom1 dat i like (and she also likes me back),
and just be happy wit her?

then durin dat time, when WN punya pblm happend,
it waz a lil bit scarry 4 me actualli~
watchin them like dat.. even though i'm suppose 2 be immune 2it...
even though its none of my business...
bt it just makes me think back... 1 month ago~

i hope they nv com 2 dat step;
seriously... bt i'm nt tryin 2force them 2gether...
jus hope all da best 4 both of them...

to WN+R: u guys hav made my life much more crazier than i can ever hope 4...

dun stop it!! haha

HELP College

2009-04-15T01:07:00.001-07:00

phoo... so tired 2day... dunkno y~
went to HELP college wit 5s2+s3
listend 2 da lecturers talkin bout different bidang..
askd some Q's on psychology~

had quite some fun...
then went back home kena nagged by mum again!
said must study hard ... ... da same stuff of course...
haiz~ oh well..

anywayz i myself olso gotta really start workin hard..
4 mid term exam...
so wana get kawad kaki over wit..
less one thing 2 think about!

picked da wrong time 2 start reading twilight series..
nw onli in new moon... addictd 4 some reason...
haiz... then learnin hw 2 play yiruma's river in u and bella's lullaby

mmm... magazine olso really buzy...
gotta teach 2 kids hw 2 use photoshop...
then gotta get all da pics 4m other ppl...
hate this part cuz they alwayz so lazy and diffucult 2 deal wit (teachers+students same aje!)

mmm.. dats all gua...
dunkno wats gonna happen nx... ;)

to Vincent: Jia you ba! if he's guilty then

we sama2 beat da shit outta him!

你不笨，只是不会说 (2 WN)

2009-04-10T07:10:00.000-07:00

haiz... 今天听了你对我说的问题，
让我吓了一点，我在想着会不会有水灾，
不果档然很开心你相信我，
因为把心情瞒在心里会很不舒服吧？

mmm.. 可能你是比较害羞的吧？
因为这样所以才不会和他说你想要他留下来。。
不过我觉得你应该对他要求吧，
只要不太过分，我看还OK la...

long story short, 不要怕把你要得东西说出来，
因为你那个“孩子”还是第一次有女朋友吧，
而且你也会说啊，他都是比较小孩气吗。。
所以就要你这个成熟的来“move”他luo...

ur not useless,

just dat u dun kno da words 2 use.

dun force urself, but nv give up~

walk away~

2009-04-08T01:45:00.000-07:00

i tot i would cry...
i tot tears would run out.
bt until nw its still nothin...
absolutely nothing at all~

it's over.. juz like dat...
and on our 1 month day...
she just said it out...
y dunt we just be frens and see wat happens?

here's wat i say:
i'm breaking up wit u...
and i dunt care about wat happens nx...
i dunt need any hope given from u..
and i tinq it's pathetic 4 me to cling on to any of it...

i dunt need any regret, bcuz 4 da past month i've been really happy,
i learnt how 2 care and love... and most of all i enjoyed evry single momment of it,
it's just bcuz u were like a stone.... totally blank and blind 2 my feelings 4 u...

i dunt mind breakin up.. i tinq it's better dat way...
and i'm tellin u here dat i'm happy nw.. which iz why
there aren't any tears... i feel great nw...
and i'm now happily, and proudly saying SINGLE

thx a lot to winnie, victor, ronald, and all da bear family ppl 4 comfortin me (more or less). don't bother tellin me 2 try patch things up wit her, cuz i kno there's no tomorrow wit her.

to victor: thx 4 tellin me ur troubles since yesterday.

hope ur OK. never worry about being No. 1, bcuz ur alwayz

da champion and winner to ur frenz and

most importantly, urself !! :>

to winnie: thanx a lot! 4 evrything... (and ronald also).

不要应为我而以后和 R躲在一边，我还是希望你们

每天那么幸福，那么开心。有时你和我一样，想很多。

其实你要相信他，让她照顾你，呵护你，有时

爱就是那么简单。加油吧！

these days, i've noticed how important frenz are.

how we should talk 2 each other more,

and how better it makes us feel,

by telling some1 we trust bout our pblms.

i feel very lucky dat i hav a few ppl 2 tell my pblms,

whenever i feel like it;

and dat these ppl wil also tell me theirs,

so da i can just listen and let them blast it all out...

frineds will be more important than ANYTHING in life.

money, love, and even sometimes family can never equal to friendship,

no matter how u balance them...

~ It is not who your friend is, it's what ur willing to give that determines how much a friend u are~

tagged by winnie

2009-04-08T00:57:00.000-07:00

Write the names of 21 friends you can think off the top of your head, and then answer the questions.Say you’re guessing if you don’t know, but at least guess on all of them.After doing this, tag your 21 friends to do the same.

01. Winnie
02. Ronald
o3. Victor
04. Vincent
05. Yee Kha
06. Gloria
07. Le Yi
08. Miko
09. Cch
10.Chee Han
11.Hong Sheng
12. Thomas
13. Bryan
14. Phitak
15. Jia Wen
16. Hema
17. Liyana
18. Julius
19. Jia Zhen
20. Jasmine
21. Jia Xin

*How did you meet 7?:
Form 4... when she needed some1 to talk 2 *^

What would you do if you had never met 15?:
no1 would curse wit me about some1 hee~

*What would you do if 20 and 1 dated?:
em... i would go comfort ronald 1st~ then cry over y my daughter iz les de~

*Have you ever seen 17 cry?:
no la~ nt dat close wit her

*Would 4 and 16 make a good couple?:
damn sure wunt happen ;P

*Do you want to be 13's friend forever?:
hmm... would hav a gud Add-maths tutor xD

*Do you think 11 is attractive?:
erm... its cool he haz 6 pax.. mayb should ask kit mun gua

*What’s 5’s favorite color?:
tinq purple ba~

*When was the last time you talked to 9?:
juz at sch.. told him i broke up haha

*What language does 8 speak?:
bc, bi, mayb another one also

*Who is 13 going out with?:
no one gua

*What grade is 16 in?:
same wit me

*Would you ever date 17?:
nt prepared 2 become muslim... plus i tinq she alrdy gt BF la

*Where does 18 live?:
somewhere around kinrara gua

*What is the best thing about 4?:
great listener ^^

*What would you like to tell 10 right now?:
y cheat on chee han make gloria pregnant lagi?!?

*What is the best thing about 20?:
can bully cuz of height =>

*Have you ever kissed 2?:
never and no thank you (unless i wan commit suicide la =_=)

*What’s the best memory you have of 5?:
when kena zha bo by winnie -_-

*When’s the next time you’re going to see 4?:
waliao ! evry day at school?

*How is 7 different from 6?
7 iz shorter and havent kena zha bo yet!!

*Is 2 pretty?:
totally wrong word 2 describe... yeng then ok la

*What was your first impression of 15?:
em... oh ya (WOW ur big~) haha!?!

*How did you meet 3?:
4S2 (2008)

*Is 15 your best friend?:
no.. juz normal fren

*Do you hate 12?
nah.. he's gud to tease ^^

*Have you seen 18 in the last month?:
evryday durin rehat~

*When was the last time you saw 16?:
dis morning (moral)

*Have you been to 5’s house?:
no... mayb when she gt license? haha

*When’s the next time you’ll see 10?:
tomorrow ~same class lagi

*Are you close to 11?:
nt really gua... bt we live nearby 2 each other

*Have you been to the movies with 4?:
nope..

*Have you gotten in trouble with 8?:
no ..

*Would you give 19 a hug?:
nt ready 2 be killed by julius~

*When have you lied to 3?:nope...

*Is 11 good at socializing?:errr.. ok le

*Do you know a secret about 8?:yes~ ( and it's *tooooooooot*)

*Describe the relationship between 12 and 18.:
they just kno each other

*What’s the best thing about your friendship with 9?:
v gt tortured by winnie together~

*What’s the worst thing about 6?:very perasaan~

*Have you ever had a crush on 12?:nt gay~

*How long have you known 2?:a couple of months onli

*Have you ever been in a fight with 13?:nope... no reason to

*Does 11 have a bf/gf?:nt yet gua

*Have you ever wanted to punch 1 in the face?:
i wanted straight away send her 2 her grave (but economy nt good.. coffin very expensive)

*Has 21 met your mother?:nope

*How did you meet 11?:school (4S3 2008)

*Did you ever accidentally physically hurt 3?:nope -_-

*Do you live close to 7?:nope.. qt far away

*What is 8’s favorite food?:errr... sushi?

*What kind of car does 1 have?:
i hope she nv drives.. i dun wana be killed ~

*Have you traveled anywhere with 9?:lagoon gua ^^

*If you gave 14 $100, what would they spend it on?: thai food?

wow not bad r... quite true

2009-04-03T07:01:00.000-07:00

Your view on yourself:
Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
Your have very sensible tactics when approaching the opposite sex. In many ways people find your straightforwardness attractive, so you will find yourself with plenty of dates.

Your views on education:
Education is less important than the real world out there, away from the classroom. Deep inside you want to start working, earning money and living on your own.

The right job for you:You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve

we are actually really different

2009-04-03T05:08:00.000-07:00

now i onli understand
how much different we are
now i am onli clear
of who ur really are

ur quite secretive and nv show ur feelings
i'm sometimes really at a lost
bcuz i don/t kno whether u hav da same feelings 4 me...

winnie ur rite... v both alwayz hav da same situation..
两个都好像不会做那样..
but u don't kno how lucky u r...
at least ronald's feelings u can feel them...

i regret tellin u da truth
about how i never can feel ur feelings...
about how i'm like da one dats stickin 2 u..
i really regret it

bcuz nw i m really confirming it
i kno its really true

i dun kno wat 2 do now...
and so i'm askin u
do u really love me?
or do u hav even da slightest feelings 4 me at all?

do not say yes just bcuz u admire other couples
do not say yes to love for da sake of love...
if there is no feeling at all,
wats da point? y even bother?

WN: dun 4get u owe me 1 kaunseling session ~_~

Fahrenheit Concert

2009-03-28T21:18:00.000-07:00

waaah...
dats all i can say 4 da concert...
even though its their 1st time performing in Msia,
i tinq they did quite a good job...

went a lil bit deaf after concert...
shoutd until sore throat nw...
cuz da music and sound effects were AWESOME!
the singin waz OK...
esp aaron's ~

hope dat they continue 2 improve and come 2 msia more

PS: soli leyi.. handphone no batt so couldn't get pic of ur husband ~
PPS: winnie must come 2 school 2molo r! gt surprise 4 u~

loving some1 iz diffucult...

2009-03-27T06:04:00.000-07:00

haiz.. 2day so damn emo...
li ginn tiba2 in bad mood.. ask hery she dun1 tell..
plus sulin wasn't of much help either...

then i startd thinkin whether i've done smthing wrong...
i tink no gua ~ then start emo-ing lor..
then when pass by her class...
she didn notice me.. then i saw her talkin n laughing wit her frenz...

then i suddenly terasa lor cuz its like
u dun wanna tell me wats wrong...
and ur laughing wit guyz over there ~
so T.T

durin fizik class.. as usual bcome spotlite 4 ronald n WN...
i noticed dat WN and I r like da same..
WN iz da 1 usually stick2 Ronald... (dun worry, its a gud thing k?)
same like me...
then compared ronald wit LG..
they both r like more quiet and cool... nt bad ma father n daughter same :)

i kept on thinkin... whether she likes me or nt..
i thought whether i made da rite choice...
whether im regreting nw...
cuz its like i smtimes dun feel dat "feeling" 4m her...

li ginn told me at da end of da sch dat
she was just missin her frenz (sulin, miko)..
and dat she just wantd 2 be wit them...
then i waz like:

couldn't u hav just told me or smthin?
its beter 2 let it out... save me da worry...
then it waz a lil bit frustratin 4 me..
i admit i waz a lil angry wit her...

haiz really torn apart and dunno wat2 do...
WN & R tells me dat if she dun1 to talk bout it then just leave it...
bt 4 me i feel love is a 2-way thing..
and its all bout trust.. if u dun trust some1 enough 2 tell it..
then wats da point?

gettin more emo by da second here...
so nd comfort nw...
i just noticed i dun hav a friend dat i can just call up and yell/shout/cry to...
i hav da bear family by my side at sch (esp WN + Vincent),
bt i wun really ring them up if gt pblm..
mayb just b good frenz 2 them at school ba liao...

haiz.. lovin some1 i hard...
really hard.... -_-

PS to WN: 小姐，虽然可能我不知道你的感受，

不过你一定要加油哦！记得你一大班好朋友支持你的。。。

如果有时觉得喘不过气来，要记得跟我讲啊！

不然不把你当成好朋友的啦 ;)

Tagged by winnie

2009-03-24T01:16:00.000-07:00

100 Truths

001. Real name → Yeong Chen Shin
002. Nickname(s)→ Amos
003. Zodiac sign → Monkey
004. Male or female → Male
006. Elementary → Q-Dees
007. Middle School → SJK(C) Yak Chee
008. High School → SMK Seksyen 4 Bdr Kinrara
009. College School → Dun kno yet
010. Hair color → a lil bit dark brown gua..
11. Long or short → considerd long le
012. Loud or Quiet → Loud
013. Sweats or Jeans → Jeans
014. Phone or Camera → Phone
015. Health freak → Yes
0 16. Drink or Smoke? → NEVER
017. Do you have a crush on someone? → Yes
055. Waiting for → Miracles
058. Want kids?→ Depends
059. Want to get married? → Yes
060. Careers in mind → Psychologist, Doctor

WHICH IS BETTER IN THE BOY/GIRL YOU LIKE?
068. Lips or eyes → Eyes
070. Shorter or taller? → Shorter
072. Romantic or spontaneous → Both
073. Nice stomach or nice arms → Nice arms
074. Sensitive or loud→ Loud
075. Hook-up or relationship → Relationship
076. Trouble maker or hesitant → Trouble-maker
HAVE YOU EVER:
080. Lost glasses/contacts → No
081. Ran away from home → No
082. Held a gun/knife for self defense → No
083. Killed somebody → Almost, is burrying alive considrd?
084. Broken someone's heart → Em... No gua
085. Been arrested → NO ~
087. Cried when someone died → No

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
089. Yourself → Yes
090. Miracles → Yes
091. Love at first sight → Yes
092. Heaven → Yes
093. Santa Claus → No
094 Tooth Fairy → No
095. Kiss on the first date→ Yes

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
097. Is there one person you want to be with right now → Yes
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life → ~ ><;;;
099. Do you believe in God → Yeah ..
100. Post as 100 truths and tag

things I like about u

2009-03-21T05:57:00.000-07:00

you're different from me in so many ways,
yet we hav so many things in common;
we can talk for hours and hours and never get tired of it,
we can just look at each other, kno wat the other is thinking, and just smile.

when i'm close to u, i feel really great,
i love it when i hug u...
when i hold ur hands...
when i kiss ur forehead...

u make me worried all d time...
i dun kno whether ur OK...
whether ur in pain...
or whether i'm being good enough 2 u...

i love every moment i spend wit u...
without u it's always meaningless;
you are like a drug to me...
you are like my personal brand of heroin

others always tell their gf I Love U..
but i save it cuz i wanna make our relationship meaningfull ~
to the world u mayb one...
but to me ~ you ARE my world :>

Sunway Lagoon Trip...

2009-03-17T07:38:00.000-07:00

wah... super AMX fun 2day man....
totally wat all of us need after exam, homework and SINGAM (BARF)
most of my frenz were there...
yee kha bought her adopted sister... (can't remember her name, SOLI ;P)
started by goin2 sunway lagoon at bout 8.45 am-ish...
trip was really short...

then sampai at there waited for quite a while...
cuz lagoon doesn't open till 10...
so took a few pics..
then waited again...

btw li ginn was really hot....
dressed in one piece black dress...
really sheik...

so we went2 dry park first...
rode the pirate revenge (360' turns)
and Tomahawk (luckily didn hav real breakfast)
by the time we were done,
Ronald punya face lighten by a few shades alrdy!
(mind u his skin tone is terbakar dark man!)

then 2 wet park...
guys striped (well onli t-shirts off)
girls changed in2 either short pants or swim suits covered wit T...
tried most of the nice rides cuz nt many ppl dat time...

we rentd one of da floats...
went through da water fall (me holdin li ginn of course... damn romantic ~)
played rock paper scissors...
2 losers will hav2 sit on float and kena terbalik =)

major drama dat time:
Ronald lost his lagoon wristband (wil kena RM50 fine lieh)
so me + li ginn kept swimming and diving around lookin 4 it...
mana tau... kah heng tiba2 help... 1st dive aja..
then he really cool like came up and asked: eh thise 1 r?
waliao lieh damn lucky fella (kah heng thx man 4 helpin us!)

then v went 2 pyramid hav lunch...
winnie dun kno y tiba2 shot shot again..
go bully wee liam.. put chips in his soda...
possible reasons:

didn take medcine
4got take medcine
memang macam inilah winnie

professional diagnosis:
all of the above

then v went2 take 大头贴
bear family punya nice
bt when take ocuples punya wit winnie and ronald...
bloody stupid didn even see li ginn punya face...

then we splitd... i went walkin wit li ginn
bought her handphone keychain (couples version)...
loved the time cuz was really close wit her...
really enjoyed dat feeling just thinkin bout her...

b4 goin back... had2 buy some snacks for li ginn..
kesian dat girl rajin dao go tuition straight away after d trip...
i bought starbucks coffee instead
iced mocha wit 3 shots of espresso and extra cream+caramel (WOHOO!)

so went back home and all dat...
1 sad thing is:
i said 2 li ginn watever u do,
dun mess up my hair and face...
then... she said:
ok lor.. then no kiss on face lah...

so dam bloddy hurt...
to li ginn:
my deep, sensitive hard 2 understand soul is so HURT!!!

wanted 2 kiss her gd nite but guess wat:
her mum was alrdy waitin 4 her!
and dahlah she appear out of nowhere tiba2..
she looked worst than da grim reaper man!!!
damn lucky we weren't holdin hands dat time... or else!!! shit!

oh well... enjoyed it while it lasts...
plus li ginn said she wanted 2 study more lately so mayb v both stay back 2gether to study
(yeah rite.. she'll be lookin at books,.. i'll be lookin at her!! haha!!)

first time worrying for her...

2009-03-14T04:09:00.001-07:00

today had a really great time wit her...
went to secret recipe for brownies...
warm chocolate with ice-cream and apple cheese slice...
oh and oreo milkshake... ;)

we got to talk with each other,
she asked me when i started liking her,
then i asked her how she felt and all that...

then when at school... she started telling me...
how her mom is really against high school relationships...
and how she wants to spend time both with me and her friends...

she said that if tiba2 she starts to drift apart,
then i should know wats happened...
so heart broken that moment,
knowin something like this might happen...

she asked me whether couples hav 2 be always together...
another worry... cuz i dunno whether im being too close, or nt close enough...
she's in 5S1, i'm in 5S3... i onli see her during rehat times in school...
so i tot impossible i'm being too close rite?...

i dun want her to think i'm breathing down her neck...
she still gives me a sense of worry...
i can't find peace or that secure feeling- 安全感 with her

i'm really afraid we'll drift apart...
cuz she's quite shy.. and she doesn't really sort of "show off" in front of other ppl...

i'm really stressed...
i'm really lost...
there's only one thing to do in these situations...

WINNIE!!! COUNSELLING!!!

PS: I still love a you lot Li Ginn... Muacks~

holdin hands... step by step

2009-03-13T06:06:00.000-07:00

wow this week has been a punch...
exams finally over so no more stayin up late 2 study...
2molo gt 1st aid kem hav 2 go teach...
and finally found da perfect momment... !! haha !!

v were goin 2 giant 2 buy stuff for kem...
when walkin on da way got cross a really huge drain...
she couldnt cross so i just held out my hand 2 help her...
mana tahu she held on even after dat!! =)

seriously didn expect it... tot only in sunway find chance...
well bad news for winnie cuz u can't tease me and li ginn anymore (blek!)
but i feel sometimes she's still a lil bit not sure bout things...
mayb cuz we just started goin out 2gether...

i hav no idea wat comes nx... i wanna get2 kno her more...
make her feel safe when with me...
let her be comfortable when we r together...

winnie u kno i also dun b'lieve in 4ever...
i hate ppl who count & compare how many days/ weeks they've been 2gether...
i just wanna make evryday a new day..
and enjoy every single momment of it...

Li Ginn: I won't rush things btween us. I just wanna let time past and really get 2 know u, step by step, together ~

PS: I Love You ^^

YES!!!

2009-03-10T01:09:00.001-07:00

She said yes!!! YES!!!
oh wow i'm sooo freakin happy now...

she kept smiling when i asked what's her answer,
could still remember that grin on her face...
when i went back home, i myself kept on grinning...
kept thinkin how much hope is ahead of us...

she said she's nv been in a real relationship b4, so she doesn't mind...
i really hope i can make her happy...

i remember givin all these advice to my friends on how you should be caring to ur bf/gf,
how u should understand her and blah blah blah...
now i find myself really lost and blur...

how m i suppose 2 keep her in company,
yet not make her feel tired of me?
she said she's gonna switch moral classes 2 my class,
mayb things aren't gonna be dat hard... i hope

i still can't believe it...
i still can't wipe off dat smile on my face...
wondering whether i should hold her hands,
thinking wat i should say to her now...

mayb it is great to just let time pass and see where we move on...

~ I Love You ^^ ~

tell her or not?

2009-03-08T23:43:00.000-07:00

我该不该跟她说呢？
我超级怕她拒绝我，
也怕会连朋友都没得做。。。

我不知道她对我有没有一样的感情，
不知道她会不会以为我很傻，
我很烦如果现在不说，
在等她可能会对我冷淡掉。

我的朋友都说：别想太多，
你和她超级配的，
应该70% OK吧。

真的不知道该怎么对她说，
简单的一句：我爱你，
好像敷衍我对她的感受，
可是，如果太复杂，
可能会把东西搞烂了。。。

真得很烦，真得很无奈，
爱一个认真么那么辛苦啊？！

也许我会明天跟她说吧，
不知道。。。她会不会接受呢？

Bear Family Announcement

2009-03-06T06:27:00.000-08:00

ATTENTION:

Please comment on whether you agree with winnie punya idea to make our own magazine instead of buying majalah page.

I can help wit designing but u guys might still hav2 pay a lil bit to help buy some stuff.

If got any comments just write in Bear Family book. Comment b4 May 2009 or I assume u all agree.

Thx.

36th MD 308 Leo Forum 2009

2009-03-06T06:23:00.000-08:00

REMINDER TO ALL LEO MEMBERS:

Please fill in your registration form and prepare the necessary documents.

Write a cheque/ post order to pay the fee. NO CASH ACCEPTED.

I'll personally collect the forms in time. If you haven't got your form but are interested to go, please let me know quickly. Only Form 4/5 members allowed.

Make sure everything is prepared so it's easier for me 2 collect the stuff and mail them ASAP.

Go to forum2009.leo308b2.org.my for more details.

PS: you might need 2 do a lil shopping for new clothes for de banquet.

Thank you.

他是我在等待的那位吗？

2009-03-06T04:21:00.000-08:00

could she be it?
could she be the one?
is she who i've been waitin for?

i've tried 2 times tellin to those dat i had feelin for,
and ended up bein hurt.
i don't kno whether i hav enough guts 2 try again,
but i feel she also has some same emotions as me.

i'm scared dat i kena reject,
i'm worried i'll not spend enough time wit her,
i'm afraid i'll be too close to her,
i'm terrified by the idea of loosin her as a friend.

we hav so much in common.
we're both smart and dedicated 2 our work,
we both talk de same thing and laugh about it,
she looks beautiful but demure, and i... well i leave it 2 ur opinion

i like her.. i really like her A LOT,
she's some1 different, yet she makes me feel complete,
she cares about her friends, which makes me like her even more,
she's complicated, but i don't mind spending time 2 understand her.

could she be it, the one i've waited for?
could she be it....

baby boy... 永远永远手牵手

2009-02-27T05:44:00.000-08:00

haha... 2day in class got 2 ppl punya ass kena hit by cupids arrow!!! haha bear family, 5S3 sure damn kno who i mean... well some of them.... anywayz to my daughter: you've been very blessed to hav my adopted son fall for u.. cherish him alwayz and nv forget 2 take a step back to relax n enjoy life!! to my adopted son: be freakin nice 2 her and take care of her more than a usual friend would, and try to bear wit her (no pun intended) cuz she really can shot SHOT soemtimes... haha :)

anywayz school iz really buzy... can't catch up wit homework (really need 2 start workin 4 march test)... even in koko i'm also startin 2 slow down... form 5 ain't an easy life... haiz i see evry1 around me also got some1 to teman them through it and i'm still de onli 1 nt in pair yet... blek... when will i find da 1!!!!! (PS: winnie if u start crappin bout me n lg i'll bury u alive!!!) hmm... who knows.. mayb love is just round da corner... mayb it haz always been there... just dat i didn notice... (SO EMO!~)

~dedicated to winnie and ronald~

stupid singam.... leo badges ??

2009-02-21T03:31:00.000-08:00

well for those who dun noe who da hell is singam... read the older blog about her... anywayz she really went over the u-bend this time!!! here's da story:

winnie was talkin durin her class [u should hav known better :( ] so she asked her to switch places nx 2 kasturi (blek!)... then phitak (another guy in my class) took winnie's chair to sit on 4 a while. her bag fell 2 da ground and just when phitak bent down to pick up her bag... singam rushed rite over, took da beg and threw it on2 da floor!!! not just any floor... right under da blackboard where chalk residue could easily float down and dirty up da beg.. i don't hav 2 explain who i think is right here. PS: if ur supportin singam, just go 2 hell!!!

was singam sent by god to torture us? i admit she's a great english teacher but why does she hav 2 be so damn bitchy? come on giv us a break here... it's our SPM year and v hav 2 put up with dat fucker for da whole year? and if v dun listen 2 her she'll find some other wretched plan 2 screw us, dat bitchy shiite...

singam.. if ur ever readin this, take my advice and stop all this attitude problem!!! 5S3 is a good class, we might be a lil talkative sometimes but we concentrate damn hard when it comes 2 studyin time (this doesn't include danial yong whos alwayz sleepin)

so anywayz... got a question here... for all leo members around puchong + subang, do u kno where i can get those badges that r alwayz dangling round the vest? i want some really nice leo/lion badges...

PS: my greatest and best wishes of health 2 pn. muhiza who'll be due some time around June. pls make sure u finish teachin us b4 u go in2 labour and experience da miracle of birth all over again!!

ATTN Bear Family and 5S3

2009-02-14T02:28:00.000-08:00

alrite guys... CNY aleidi over so start coughing up some cash!!! for both bear family and 5S3 students, please prepare about RM 20 to pay for ur senior page in ASPIRASI magazine. Remember it's RM20 for bear family, RM20 for 5S3.

thx...

Leo Forum 2009 + ANNOUNCEMENT FOR BEAR FAMILY AND 5S3

2009-01-25T22:08:00.000-08:00

Okie, my dear daughter (read win ni) says the language used in my blogs are too deep, so from now on i'll be usin the ancient language of stupidity so that her puny mind can absorb wat i'm tryin 2 talk about.

first of all,
Lions International and Leo Club Malaysia is proud to once again host the 36th Multiple District 308 (Malaysia, Brunei, Singapore) Leo Forum 2009. Details of event:

Date: 5-7 June 2009
Venue: B-Suite Hotel, Bayan Baru, Penang
Fees: RM 280.00 (incld meals, forum kit, insurance and rooms)

It is possible that Lions Club will sponser us to go for the event.

You'll be sharing a suite with 3 other people from SMK S4BK.

Main activities of forum:

theme based forum (Moving Foward... Youth of the new Era)
Fellowship night
leadership seminar
dinner banquet

Those who are interested, please see me at school after CNY or just sms/ email me so that i know ur interested. This is a very great chance for you to know ppl from singapore and brunei as well as have a blast wit ur friends. So do consider this opportunity :)

Announcement for 5S3 and Bear Family

Please tell me how u want ur senior page/ family page designed so that i can begin drafting dummy pages and suit them to your liking.

Also, a reminder to pay up for the cost of the pages.

RM 400 (color), RM200 (B/W), according to ASPIRASI history, most classes bought 3 pages MINIMUM, so think about that.

Finally, wishin all my frenz and bear family a very prosperus and happy chinese new year!!

Looking Foward... Moving On

2009-01-16T04:48:00.000-08:00

haiz... 2day school mesyuarat agung for koko clubs. got 2 major disappointments 2day. first of course mayb u kno alrdy is that i didn't get chosen for pengerusi pbsm. mayb it was done on purpose by other people or mayb it's just meant to be, i don't know. if some other people are pakat-ing doing this, then i hope u guys pray hard enough for your souls. if it's my fate, then mayb i would stop thinking about it.

it's actually OK for me, coz i now have more time to concentrate on my spm studies, plus i get the fun of being an ajk for pbsm but not having to worry about all the silly small things. one thing i'm happy about is that my senior Benjamin Koe, whos also a dedicated and active pbsm member (but in VAD Petaling) is willing to come back to train and help me with the school pbsm stuff. (to Ben: thanks a'lot man!!)

the 2nd big major disappointment is from leo club. it's a newborn baby in my school and already it has political problems equivalent to Taiwan!! The president of the club, along with the vice-pres and secretary so conveniently rearranged some of the ajk's posts without asking teacher or informing the ajk themselves. it's even resulted in one of the ajk's almost quitting the position. luckily i managed to convince them to take the high road (cheah wah). to the leo so called top key officers, please act like mature people!!! stop keeping things to yourselves and share it with all d other ajk. it doesn't matter whether it's just about you or someone else. when it comes to a club, it involves everyone!!!

oh well, what to do... when human nature turns worst... blek!!! anyways hopefully i'll be able to do my job as commander this year. hope to win again for kawad kaki.

-To Win Ni & Gloria: Thx for voting 4 me anyways!!!-

homework, leo, pbsm.... URGH... AARGH

2009-01-10T07:11:00.000-08:00

well, it's already one week after school reopened. hope every1 had a great fresh start to the new year. as for me, i've already got 2 essays on my head, both pbsm and leo club to take care of plus a couple of other tuition classes to jugle. i can do all of these every single day last year, but this year now that i'm in form 5, things seem to change.

i always feel quite tired and exausted, not that i don't have enough sleep, but it's just a peculiar feeling that drags along. not to mention the mounting pressure of getting a decent if not excellent spm result. oh well, on a brighter note, i have one of my top fav teachers Pn. Chong Yoke Shu teaching me add maths so that's bound to count for something. half of my friends (ream bear family) moved to 5S2 so i'm left with gloria, yee kha, si yun and win ni. but thing's haven't got dull as ronald sits between me and win ni so we're a pot of fun all mixed up together.

even though not all of my class mates originate from 4S3 2008, we all have one common enemy, (NO, NOT SPM!), Saraswati Singam!!! Her name makes you think of swatted flies, her voice is worst than fingernails screeching on a blackboard and her stare would make babies cry from here all the way to USA!! (no pun intended). PS: see seperate blog for more info, haha.

well, despite all things good bad and singam (blek), it's a new year, which means new ideas, new aspirations and new fresh dreams. i think i speak for every1 when i say many of us are REALLY trying harder to score good results for SPM. there's this sort of energy in all of us form 5 students so i really hope with a little luck on our side, lots of study and hard work, we can make it through as they say: in fLyInG CoLoUrS !!!

Saraswati Singam

2009-01-10T07:02:00.000-08:00

First of all, if ur wondering who the hell is she... well let's just say that she's some1 so nasty and demon-like that even hell spat her out!

Ok, she's my new English teacher and she's a good teacher in a sense she can teach English. the only problem is that her attitude is worst than a 5 year old brat. the first thing she did when she came into my class is to start ranting on all her no-nos (rules) like an old geese. no wonder that hag ain't married till now! Her idea was that since we're in school uniform and she's not, this means she's smarter than us and we all have to listen to her. erm... NEWSFLASH: we're in school uniforms because we have to and they don't reflect on our intelligence! besides that, i'm pretty sure that some of the people in my class are smarter than generally most of the general average teachers.

you know what? it's all fine and dandy that you wanna make an effort to produce a good class and i'm all the way for it, but please stop acting like a dictator? what are you, a reincarnation of hitler? come on, it's not like my class has a psycological disfunction that requires you to be so mean to get the point through. We all can understand you just fine so for the sake of all our mental health, please drop the attitude.

Forming St. John Ambulans Malaysia

2008-11-25T05:22:00.000-08:00

Hey guys... It's been way long since I've posted a blog. well anywayz, here's the latest scoop...

Just came back from prostar camp. Now fasilitator negeri certified :) so i can speak during HIV/AIDS awareness sessions.

But more importantly I want you all to know is that i'm trying to form a St. John Ambulans Malaysia (SJAM) division in our school, SMK Seksyen4 BK. I've got word that SJAM is actively trying to find schools in Puchong to form divisions as until now, there is NO SJAM division in Puchong except for SMK Puchong Jaya (B), which will take place next year.

If any of you are interested (which I hope u all are), please email, SMS, or Messenger me ASAP. There are many benefits to joining the SJAM. The main activity will be ambulance duty and public duty (standby at events). You would

· Get chances to work at major events, such as concerts, sporting events and even prestigious competitions as well.

· Get to attend first aid courses and get certificates that are recognized worldwide.

· Most students who joined SJAM would end up interested in medical careers. Joining SJAM would give you on the field experience to make it easier to step into the world of doctors, nurses and paramedics as well.

Many of you are familiar with our school's existing Malaysian Red Crescent Society, and I can frankly tell you the SJAM can offer many more things that might be out of reach in MRCS. They include:

· Easy to reach guidance and support from officers in charge. SJAM has been known to be supportive to its divisions and provide information as well as offer courses consistently.

· SJAM has more contacts with suppliers and organizers and as such can pull strings easily to get public duty offers. This also makes it easier for you to get experience if you participate actively.

· You would get a chance to cooperate with other major agencies such as MAHAMAS and even St. John Ambulance societies from other countries! This provides not only a valuable experience but also looks good on your rap sheet when you graduate from school.

For those who left school already, u still can enjoy all these as there's a different unit (Ambulance Cadet) that’s open for those 16 - 65.

So I hope that you guys would support me and spread the word to all SMK BK4 people!!

Thx.

Yours Truly,

Yeong Chen Shin

For more details, please don't hesitate to email me at chen47100_yeong@hotmail.com

Or you can just leave a comment!

Leo Club

2008-09-30T06:34:00.000-07:00

Hey guys, got a request here:

Can u giv me a cool fund raising idea?

just leave a comment. Thx.

Wow... and i mean WOW!!!

2008-09-20T08:06:00.000-07:00

walau eh.. so many ppl aleidi got bf/gf lor... now onli left me single trapped on an island in d middle of no where!!! yer u guys so bad 1... all left me aleidi... even toik toik also can lieh... cham lor... ltr all d good ones all rampas dah.. left with a whole forest of AFRICAN MAN-EATING GIRLS (BLEK)!!! anyways... if got any "updates" must tell me u kno... dun leave me out in d dark lieh...

to chloe: weh... its high time u suck it up and move on d ready lieh... stop skulking around like sour milk... come on cuz i kno ur way WAY better than DAT!!!

My Yesterdays...

2008-09-14T05:33:00.000-07:00

Well... not much happened dis week.. except mayb a surprising "match up" between 2 of my friends in class (wish u both all d best in watever u do and i hope it lasts). Got another couple news also but not sure whether real or not... when i asked her she pun cakap tak de.. well we'll see... (PS: if really got do tell me cuz it's not like our class publishes an entertainment newsletter everyday) mmm... got another sneak peek at d school aspirasi mag... quite pleased with what they can do with such a tight budget... just hope d end product is great... well dats all... nows all left is end of year exams and my couzins wedding due in December...

PS to Chloe:

~Yeah... life's always up and down.. sometimes it might get a lil shitty,

but all we can do is suck it up and move on.

I kno mayb things might be a lil more complicated than it seems,

but i hope u'll get through it and concentrate on ur studies... or else

ltr i need answera during exams and u also dun kno... HAHA~